Saturday, November 12, 2005

urgh urgh urgh!
i'm starting to be campsick!
i miss camp too much!
all the ppl there.

but anyway today went for gb mission trip meeting
then drumming lesson! COOL!
after that was KK's
WAS so tired! i feel asleep on the bench
and BOOM! uncle charlie went to take a vedio of me sleeping! how W.O.N.D.e.R.F.U.L!!
stayed for music practice
slept too!!
was just to tired out!!
can't bnlame me right!
went for dinner with JieJie Suming and Korkor greg.
they were commenting that after the camp,
i stone more
i am more loner
and i seem ALOT more tired!
hehehe!!! i thinke verybody seems the same way!?

so now i'm home? got alot of gb things to do. but i dunno where to start? feel like breaking down.
so anyway! today wina told me something really disturbing. i tot instructors are people whom we should look up to. and i did! notice the word "DID".
but now. i don't know. it is like i dun know my instructors anymore. they seem BAd like really BAD. it's not for me to decide. but looking from was i see and hear. well.


When You Say Nothing At All
it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
without saying a word, you can light up the dark
try as i may i can never explain
what i hear when you don't say a thing

the smile on your face let's me know that you need me
there's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hand says you;ll catch me whenever i fall
you say it best, when you say nothing at all

all day long i can hear people tlaking out looud
but when you hold me near. you drown out the crowd
try as they may they can never define
what's between your heart and mine
`porkky! scribbled at 5:51 AM|

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