Saturday, June 24, 2006

wow wow wow!!!!
PIONEER BRIGADOR BROOCH TRAINING AND SELECTION CAMP!!!
IT WAS ULTRA super de duper cool la k!!

at first i went with a reluctant heart..
thinking WAD FOR GO?!
HUR...
like URGH!!! i wish i don't need to go.

BUT THENNN!!!!!...

it turned out good!!!
it was like super exciting!
how we would plan for the camp on the spot.
only the timings are not!!
cool right!!
and things actually went well!!!

loved the camp except the speaker sessions.
the speaker was ULTRA boring..
but i did pick up a thing or two from there!
quite ok la.. BUT!! we need more breaks!

and the most heart-warming thing was wehn io saw our company girls during the camp fire night!!
it's like i REALLY MISS 4th COY!!!
ok then like yeah yeah happy happy!

thou we did get scoldings.. but they were nice scoldings..
like meaningful and appropriate ones...
ones that you are ready and willing to get.
yup!

and yes now on the more emotional side.. (personal side)
yes my dorm members were GREAT!!!
esp guifeng!!
she was always so caring and there to keep me company!
such a great fren!!! x)
and then i got to knwo a few other girls.. like RGS (lydia) HAHAH!
a great freen too!!

ok then one dAY!!!
miss wong (camp commandant) sudd ask a few girls to go to the front..
she said "sorry girls but i have to do this... can these few girls come up now"
and i was like SHIT for sure do smth wrong le..
so crossing my fingers that it won't be anybody from 4th coy!
but BOOM! the second name was mine!!!!
SHITS!!! i so i took all my courage! sttod up. tired not to show i'm scared.. hid the tears!
and thennnn... SURPRISE!!!
miss wong said "this is like American Idol (i was like WTH scolding then say American idol? hur??) those ppl up here are save! it's not them who has the prob but the people down on the floor" WOAH! i really HENG GE LAO SAI la!!
i tot she was going to send me home please!!! i tot it was over for me!!!

ok then also..
when miss lin came.
actually to be honest i was HAPPY!! x)
but who in the right mind wld be!! hello FIERCEST officer here and you are happy?!?!
haha but i saw a familiar face!!!
and me being home sick as usual... ESP when i'm with ppl i don't know well,
i felt super elated!! went to say hi to her..
and i dunno HOW! but she just knew i was home sick.. and she asked.. so i said yar.... and BOOM! "haiyo! you always home sick de la!" then i went out to cry!
since it was a SELECTION CAMP.. i DEFINITLY couldn't cry infront of the officers and let them mark me down right...
tried my best to control!!!

and liek yes.. miss wong was a super encouraging officer..
she's like the kind where you can pour out anything to her..
and she's able to ensure you everything will be alright kind..
nice officer!
and she's got the calm look in her. nice!

and yes NOT THE LEAST!!!
the gb 4th coy PBB girls!!
wonderful people!
particularly guifeng and grace!
they ahve really grown slot in this camp.
can see them rising up.. and being so series!!!!
KEeP up the good work man!!!!

and yes the rest angeline wina carissa teresa komathi
always there for each other!! my goodness!
i'm loving it!

althou the camp was nice,
i still was home sick.. and missed home..
i miss EVERYBODY!! eso church ppl!!
and yes! i'm glad i'm home!
`porkky! scribbled at 8:01 AM|

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