Sunday, July 22, 2007

church.
i was really stressed out with work so when i went to chruch is was like oh shit.
the night before it was i dunwanto go lar. i'm too tired and all..
but in the end i went. being very heavy hearted.

but during service. i dunno why i so enjoyed the worship. simple songs. really nice.
oh and Pas wilfred said something about how when we come to chruch we should be happy because you are coming to praise God and share His goodness. that sentence struck me. how true it is. so yeap.

ohoh! and i bought teh O peng with delia today! sorry group members for keeping you all waiting! but i lvoed the teh O peng!

sunday school was cool!!! cos no kid was crying. even JOSHUA! though his mummy was there but last week even when mummy was there he was still crying terribly!! today i actually heard him talk SO MUCH! and Isaac was must better behaved. only 2 mummys were in the room today. kids are just so adorable.

a good example would be tan shang. i remembered last tiem when i wasn't at Sunday school, he wouldn't go AT ALL!! so everytime i had to like sneak out and he would cry and run after me!! but now.. even a hug from him is so hard to get. he goes to hug all the other korkor's infront of my purposely somemore! kinda sad. but his actions also shown he has grown up. i mind of his own and all...

oh and i cannot stand it when people help me to think. i mean like whatever i say people will misunderstand it. why not let me put myself clearly across before you start to shoot! i get kinda pissed everytime people think wrongly. and the best part is i won't have the courage or just so HECK about telling them the truth. like what for explain when they din even want to listen in the first place. it's kinda CRAP.

daddy's coming back at 3am later and i ahve to wait for him because... he doens't have the key!! now what's with all the scoldings i get when i don't bring my keys out. at least i dun come home at 3AM IN THE MORNING. okayyy.. nevermind because he is BACK! =0 another living creature in my house!! yippeee!
`porkky! scribbled at 12:47 AM|

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