Sunday, July 08, 2007

oh so now, Jie's officially gone.

saw her going to all the chruch ppl taking photos and hugging them...
almost couldn't take it.. but i held back..

then deborah kept telling me about how much she cried of Jie's leaving..and i went "i will never cry infront of you all la.."

but OPS i was wrong.
right after worship, Pastor asked jie to the front to be prayed.
the moment i heard "today we would liek to pray for someone who is going overseas to study..."
wah lao..tears just kept rolling.. like i dunno Jie leh!!!

then okay nvm..
at the airport.. (trying to be as happy as possible) dad called and i was eating and i went "YUH"
and he went... "dun show me attitude OKAY. we are leaving already and i dun want any more trouble from" and he said his "DO YOU UNDERSTAND" that's what he always says when he scolds me.. i was like "yes". what else could i do? and i tried to explain tht yes i am coming ler.. and he went "YOU LISTEN TO ME!" i was like.. -.- oh please lar. going to fly off far far away ler still want to scold me for no reason. dumb ass. just couldn't take it. felt so pissed. as if i am not sad enough that Jie is going and so are they and i will be in the house alone... WAH LAO EH!!

like seriously WAH LAO EH!

then Jie left din want to go anywhere near my parents cos i knwo i will dao them and they willcall me rude AGAIN. so forget it. and they went.. cried like duher.. how to not? likes tears just fell.. dad looked back and i turned away. dun want them to see me cry. NO WAY. die also won't.

BUT!! chruch ppl were super nice! =) and so were jie's NYP friends. they actually came to say if need help can call them.. nice ppl la...

then church ppl came to my house. some watched Music & Lyrics on the lappy cos i din knwo where the CD went (my guess is that jie took it) and the rest watched Full House. i guess both sides enjoyed the show =)

now thayt i'm alone at home, i can mug for all the TEST!! TOO MANY SIa!!1
`porkky! scribbled at 6:04 AM|

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