Friday, December 19, 2008
"You have 35 new emails"I saw that when i opened by msn and man i got a shock, thinking what cld school do to me with so many emails! when i opened it, all it had was the word "FACEBOOK" and then i quietly thank God that it had nth to do with school hehe... but still, IT WAS ALOTT OF DELETING!
tt's why you have Gmail which is only used for serious stuff (eg. alpha and kk) stuff that wld have minimal spamming or where spamming wld be welcomed.. and NON-JUNK mails.. so pls pls pls do not send junk mails to my gmail account.
but yeah.. so last night i was thinking about Camp before i went to sleep. and yeah i really really Thank God for seeing us throught... even during camp com meetings, the one thing i was worrying about was the spirituality level of the camp... like will camp com be focused just on running the camp or will we rmb God in whatever we do and do live our lives for His glory.. but for the pre-camp meeting, i was glad that He had everything in control =) Indeed all we had to do was to REST in Him. i was worrying about so much stuff.. (eg BUDGETTT) as jie wld put it... and man everything just kept coming. budget was like THISSS much (kept wondering how to spend so muchhh... hehe but i think we did in the end) or liek wld games be fun? and YES IT WAS!!! the planning for 4 hrs for the night game was totally worth it cos ppl enjoyed it! =) (or at least i hope they did)
The camp reminded me bout what Ms Ho said when i was in Gb running the sec 2 trainging camp.... which still now applies.. but it was much better this time.. like i din feel it that badly. =) Thank God.
she said how.. when you take up leadership positions you feel like you've just lost all your friends. true to a certain expect.. cos throught this camp i've alsosee how they can be there for you.. they care just that they dunno how to help.
the most memorable thing, would be seeing Juniors grow up. not just in size... but in maturity and in fellowship. like new people new other new people and cld clique quite well together. ppl who already had cliques took the effort to know ppl who did not really have any.. and cliqued together too! seeing the younger ppl looking out for one another... you'll just go like AWWWWW. heart wrenching. =) i just like seeing how ppl grow la.. as most ppl wld say it.
now the only question i keep asking is "how did you find camp? what is there to improve, just shoot cos we also wanna know how to improve.. or at least i do."
so yeah.. i tot camp would be more stressfull.. but ehy i actually enjoyed it (besides the worrying) like making drinks/mopping the floor till i BROKE the mop hehe... sleeping at like 3 in the morn and waking up at 7. waiting in your wet/smelly clothes for everybody to bathe first. HAVING YOUR SISTER TORTURE YOU IN THE CHAMBER POT!
but yeah..lastly, as i have said before, i wanna say again, i thank God for the seniors who are still here to help us. (this btw includes delia... she comes in no. 1 if i had to rank) but yeah different seniors helped in different ways. like they were always there, to help to give advice. man it was great knowing that there was somebody you cld turn to if you din know what to do.. or you need to talk things out.. and they won't go like "NO you cannot do that" but they'll go"okay good.. maybe can also considerrr......." it's so not filled with condemnation. i like.. or i LOVE! =) although some of them looked boredlikshit.. but nvm
and although we slept super little..cos of the late nights.. i liked it.. din really feel that tired.. and i thank God for the strength he has given to campcom. that i cld listen to the sermons and not miss out on revelational points. points that you just go OH MAN at. =) all i hope was campcom felt the same and not overworked. (which i think they do feeelll esp for the overowrked part) thank you camp com for working so hard!!! =)
but yeah dinner with some juniors today was fun! just hanging out with them.. the guys can be soooo blur and indecisive.. but really, they are the ones who bring the joy and craziness to juniors! =) they are thier leroy fan club.. hehe.. quote form what selena said "I know my angel is from the leroy fan club" you sld ahve seen the shock and ps-ness of leroy's face!! super funny!!!
also enjoyed the kaylong moments.. talking to yx and star gazing.. reminded me of last years camp com.. then the alpha meeting on the last day. made meeting much less stressfull =) environment does help.
in all i;m happy for camp!
`porkky! scribbled at 9:19 AM|
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