if i were asked to sum up this week and pick the emotion I felt the most, it would be hurt? maybe mixed with a bit of anger.

but yeah. the week has totally been YUCKY> and being sick didn't help AT ALL.

whatever you say, whatever you do has been misunderstood. you try to be more friendly, more accepting, more encouraging... but nvm it's okay.. stop trying because you know the outcome will be a "FAILED attempt">

You think it's easy? I can tell you it's not. Maybe you'll try one day and tell me hurhur.... oh well

but yeah it's okay again.. because even if you do feel shitty, you have to act like all is well. that's the best part. You have the get that stupid emotion out of you so that you can focus on other better stuff. When everybody else just.....

you feel like running to somebody, but you realize hey, either they cannot be bothered, cannot understand whatever is going on.. or just simply owns too big a mouth. HEH. or worst till some act like they care shit loads but actually they're just there to gather information to... you know... maybe add a bit of their own creative juices and dramatize the whole situation.

okay nvm SIDETRACK.

did transcribing today! and i must say i had my fun! really, work is the only SHIT thing that gives me the sense of achievement.

yeah though i was sick i still had to go to school... totally couldn't be bothered to smile at lecturers cos i just had no energy to and least i be called a boot licker. HURHUR

but yeah that just sums up my whole week. sucky much but had to go through it.. i guess it would stick with me for quite some time...

I'll never be able the questions asked by ang truthfully. cos i myself cannot give a definite answer. Just enjoy the rest of it. =)