Sunday, July 22, 2007

i dunno why but i just though about this.
when people say they will do something for you. do they actually mean it. or are they forced to.
or do they ahve something else to acheive and that's why they do it for you. or is it a sunbian kind of thing.
how real is your heart when you actually agree to do something for someone.

not shooting anybody here or whatever.. just that even for myself. sometimes not everything i do comes from the bottom of my heart. i do it because i have to. or i do it because it's "orh okay do then do lor." Or is it because i really want to help. I believe there are time when our actions are real yet sometimes they are not. i'm just wondering that if it is not something from your heart why do it?

and i think doing something from your heart does not mean there should be no complaining.. you will be tired in whatever you do. to me it is when you have done it finish. did it give you the "YES! I did it" kind of feeling or like.. "URGH FINALLY over"
`porkky! scribbled at 9:56 AM|

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