Saturday, November 29, 2008

remind me to never get into such a situation again, i should have known.

that day was just horrible. totally horrible.

you can feel the mood once walking to and walking away.
when ppl go ORH HOR when they mean it, not the joking kind. it's really terrifying. like OMG la.
when you have to face all the shit and still be nice, tt's Love and i can say i don't have a love that is as gracious as God's. so dun aspect me to be like that pls. it's enough shit to handle.

it was such a horrible day to go through, with those guys looking at you, with the feeling of being judged. and makes you feel like you are the BIG MEANIE. oh whatever. maybe I am. you just hope everything just ends, that the pressure if off you and you are able to feel FREE again. it makes you feel like just quitting and never wanting to do it again. never ever.


you know when ppl know the grace msg, yet somehow are not able to live it out and make other ppl feel condemned. you just wonder how can that be, the weekly dosage of the righteousness msg and yet it turns out that way. We'll i guess tt shows that nobody is perfect.

well God teach me how to forgive.
`porkky! scribbled at 5:10 AM|

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