after the exercise i feel kinda down?

today was OMGISH!!!!

like in the morning i received a call asking if i can go down for a interview in the EVENING!

and yes of course i said yes.

though really i had ALOT of school stuff to do. like ALOT.

i actually felt stressed out.

what more is after the hard work, you still get dissed. like omg... give me more encouragement man. i know it may not be perfect but hey.. FIRST time doing it.

so yeah i just felt lousy right before an interview.

and yes i had to walk up the 9 flights os stairs in my AHPEK shirt. had no time to change to the nicer shirt for the interview. was dripping WET. body ACHING cos of NAPFA the day before.

thinking maybe it will be better... but nah...

cos the atmos and feelings are all different.

the people DO matter. and yeah kinda disappointed.

like supposed friends there are not really friends =(

yes it IS sad. or thats how i feel la. heh.

All i know now is that my body is REALLY aching. REALLY.